I realise that the past few months
i've become someone else
i'm not the same person i used to be

Emotions are constantly raging
every single small thing will tick me off..
Sadness is appearing everywhere
with Hatred by the side
Loneliness accompanies me everytime
Jealousy is building up in me
I feel Disappointment in many aspects in my life
i realise i'm becoming crazy and paranoid
in short i'm an Emotional Wreck right now

I'm putting on a mask to cover up my feelings
where i know that i'm broken inside
from nearly every single aspect of life

Sometimes i wonder
why do i live?
It seems there is no reason for it
It seems like everything is lost
and can't be gained back again